كون

so i started writting poems in arabic too !!! this is something i wrote and then was shocked to know that theres a song with somehow a similar lyrics !!! but here you go anyways

كون الورد
كون الزهر
كون العطر
كون العمر
كون في عمري ضَيها
حبي لك تعدى العقل
تعدى المنطق و السهل
حياتي فيدك امرها
تعبت اسهر بفكري وحيد
احلم بحب ماله مثيل
امسك قلم
يبكي الم
يغرق بحبره هلورق
افكار حالها مشتتة
قلبي الشط و هو البحر
يقرب و ياخذ كل حجر
كل احساس و كل دهر
بامواجه يرتفع
فوق السما
فوق البدر
غزى حياتي كلها
كون لقلبي نبضه
كون لصدري هواه
كون لعيني نورها
ضيها
قالبها و قلبها
بس لا تكون في حياتي صورة من ماضيها
لا تغلق كتاب حبنا و تقلب صفحاته
و تسجل تاريخ وفاته
و توقع قرار اعدامي

its been LONG !

hell yea ! its been really long since the last time i posted!!!!
i think i'll start posting again XD

Friends Come And Go ... just another excuse to cover our faults

(friends come and go) .. some people believe in that .. but is it true? or is it just an excuse to cover your mistakes? to me .. whoever believes in that doesn't really know what (friends) are .. to him maybe its just getting to know people to use them as an excuse , smudge their faces with your mistakes , and blame them for every wrong step you took !..
break their heart , hurt them with your words , disrespect and humiliate them .. then come back with a laym apology assuming that its just going to erase it all and get things back to normal
and if it really went too far.. and you felt ashamed from your self, blame them for absolutely everything and then walk away telling them that its over .. why? coz friends come and go ... not opening your eyes to see that you , your self the only who's " coming and going " and bouncing between friends , know a friend , call him best friend , use him , then blame him and go find a nother one or maybe the friend him self will have enough of all that shit and will choose to walk away from this stupidity and all these situations u keep putting him in ..and do the same over and over again with almost everyone you know ...
its never your mistake .. its always others mistakes !

some more stalkers... SCARY STALKER

this happened to me once while I was with my sister in a mall alone.. a stalker with his gang of friends were watching us from a distance when he finally thought of getting closer .. he came close so close that we gave him the look of ( WHAT?)! he was like excuse me are u (,,,) my sister told him its not her so he was like aKEED? my sister was like yes .. after that he wouldnt leave so we finally called dad who was there then and asked him to come , the stalked us EVEn while dad was there and it was so weird coz they were saperating and then when one of them find us he calles his firends and they all come ... the scariest thing is when dad left us and went out of the mall they thought we were with him so they stalked him XD we were standing behind them and so them pointed at dad then they started RUNNING I mean running like running ! me and my sister were like WTF :S !!!!!!!!!
when it was clear to them that we werent with dad we were inside a shop but we were able to see it all ! they got really pissed and turned and started rushing back again and looking around ,, at somepoint I swear I thought they were somekind of police men in formal outfits hunting us for somereason :S ! anyways they kept stalkin us for a really long long time till we left the mall basicly and that was like two hours later ...

stalkers 3 ( the hypnotized stalker)

honestly .. thats the most annoying one ! me hate that kind !
and its usually MEN not boys , Ie.. kinda old ,, except for the onces in my chemistry class ..
then stare , in a serious way , frEAKs u out !
its more like ( ma shayfeen 5er) not hypnotized XD in both ways .. I HATE ThEM
I always feel like throwing something on their heads to wake them up...
once i guy from this type ended up hitting him self in a small column which was really OUCH coz it was in his awy sensitive spot ( XD ) ... he deserved it anyways

stalkers 2 ( the *Im not stalking u* stalker )

this stalker is really the weirdest ever ! coz u just dont know what the hell does he wants of u !!! maybe the look u give scares him but he stalkes and then act as if he's looking somewhere else or doing something else??? okay if u have a point make it???
this happened with me once , it was one of the times I used to leave my bluetooth opened but never accept , I was walking and recived a request , I rejected , heard the tone of ( sending failed ) from the person behind me .. thought that it was just by mitake and kept walking , then the same thing happened over and over again and eventually i turned and he turned his face looking to the other direction ! :S

lesson of that day? keep ur effing bluetooth turned off the whole time XD it makes no sense to leave it opened anyways XD

Stalkers 1 ( the stupid stalker )

okay here I'll start posting some of the weirdiest, funniest , scariest stories of stalkers I had to face during the last few years and remember ...

so I'll start with the type of stalkers I face the most... The STUPID STALKER! yup ! the stupid stalker is that who stalks u while u are with ur own FATHER !!! and he is cleaver enough to let the father notice what he's trying to do .. I always ask my self : what the hell is he trying to get himself to ? REALLY !!!
they usually get a scary stare from dad or even worse..
worse? yea .. worse!!!!!! here is the worse It ever got !:
once I was in a hypermarket in the cashier when this guy came and passed me with the excuse of getting into the hypermarket .. the place u stand in the cashier is already so tight so he made his way through by passing my and touching all my body with his and walked .. I turned and I was so shocked and dad was there so I didnt know what do I really have to do... again as I said ( STUPID STALKER!) its not that dad didnt see what happened ... he PASSED BY HIM THE STUPID XD !!!the next thing he knew is that he was grabbed from his ears ( and Im not kidding u guys ! from his years) and pulled back not to go anywhere and started shouting at him in front of everyone.. then dad took his hand of his ear and grabbed him from the back neck of his clothes and pulled him to the security ,, that wasn't good enough for dad .. he insisted to take him by him self to the administration of the mall XD and there he got his mom XD !!!! and started lecturing the embarrassed kid in front of the embarrassed mama of his !!!
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I told u .. S.T.U.P.I.D S.T.A.L.K.E.R !