the way i start my day ... EVERY SINGLE DAY :D

Lol It Seems that I just have to get used to this ...
everymorning :)
this traffic jam is really annoying ! but at the same time I can finish alot of stuff at that time !
put my make up on , wear my scarf , HAVE MY BREAK FAST , sometimes I just sleeeeeeeeeep XD but after that I have to run when I get to the univesity coz I'll be late on my lecture

Every one leaves at some point ~!~

yup ! I guess this is life ... every one will eventually have to leave u at some point ... and u ur self might have to leave some people at some point and move on with ur life . no matter how much we always say that we will always be together and nothing will separate us , life just play us around and force us to ...
alot of people did walk out of my life at some point , people I really cared for , and they just left simply leaving an empty spot in my heart and a memory of them in my head ...
I too did walk out of the lives of some people I know .. I don't know if it hurted them but I just did ..
I never thought that any of these people who left me or i left are going to leave at some point but they did
this really makes me think of the people I'm around right now ...
will this happen too? will they leave? or am I going to leave them for any reason?
it seems that yes it will happen too.. but I really think of when is that going to happen and why? and who is going to walk out of the others life?
there are some people that I'm really not ready to leave anytime soon.. but there are some other people that I cant wait to see them walking out of my life.. or so I think
because when it comes to the time they leave I really start feeling sad coz they are going ...

Fight for my right Round 5.. Me Vs. the registration and deenship

okay so today was the fifth and last round in this whole "fight for my right with the registration and deenship" .! Im so happy Im done with all that its just a PHEWwW XD ! finally ! sucked all my energy up !
okay I didnt take all the subjects I wanted to take ,,, but atleast I got the workshop .. thas good right? ..I wont be taking english for engineering nor arabic this semester... ended up with 12 cridets instead of the 15 I was planning to take but who cares .
aham shay Im done .. today everything was done easily ! I just had to wait in the que thats why ... THAT DOES HAVE AN EXPLINATION BTW! nothing happenes randomly.. today I instisted to talk to a guy instead of a girl ! the women who work there are just so SLOW and they dont care ! its so simple to them to say ( time table clashes go get signatures) ! I heared that over 10 tims the last few days !
anyhow ! Im done:)
after I finished I Went to get my books and OH MY GOD !!!! that was hell !! really ! the longest que ever ! its not even a que .. u know how girls here define ques. its like bunches and bunches over each other XD !!! I had to stand for like an hour and a half under the heat before I started getting pissed ,, it was IN BUNCHES so it was really messy so (A)(A) I moved forward by my own (A)(A) "fought for my right" whats so ever but really ! if they were quing right I wouldve stayed where I am (A) aint my fault !
okay why was it crouded? hmmm a good question .. it was in the college of science thats why ! when I went to take my book from the college of engineering (college sweet college) there was no one ! I was the only one and finished in no time ... yup ! thats a good thing :) !

anyhow I went to my lecture which was introduction to engineering it was so effing boring I must say ! LOL the doctor was like ( if I talked quickly please stop me and ask me to reduce my speed) ... I SWEAR I wanted to rasie my hands and ask him to speed up coz I couldnt stop yawning with his slow indian accent and boring talk !
now Im in the computer lab blogging and I think I'll just have to leave and grab something to eat coz I promised I will eat XD !LOL my friend wont eat untill I do so I better do XD Im really not in my eating mood Im so down :( ~! will blog about that soon XD LOL

ah my books are so heavy I cant carry them :( ! my bag got torren coz they were so heavy ..*pictures to b posted later*

TC :)

stop judging me for my outlook !

so yea this have been annoying me lately ... being judged for the way I look ...
Ive been dealing with this since a long time .. but I usually got a better treat and got everything done easily for me ..
I cant say that I liked it back then ,, I didn't .. I felt that they are just doing it for my look and that was right .. but at the same time it was such a help sometimes ;p

but not all people will treat me that way ..
some do treat me in a different way coz they judge me with out knowing me which really hurts me really...
some people will think that I'm that kind of a bad -b*tchy girl who is so easy to get just coz I show my hair a lil from the front or coz I wear trousers and stuff like that ...

this guy saw me for like 5 minutes from far away , he didn't even talk to me .. he works with my sister and knows her .. he went to her and told her that I don't look like a sister of hers.. don't look like a member from this family .. why? coz of the way I look and coz of my personality ... excuse me man? u didn't even talk to me ! u saw me from like 5 metres away how can u judge me and what do u know about my personality :S !
it really hurted me to hear that ..

u know , this is the way i look ! but it has nothing to do with reflecting whats in me so if u wanna judge me u better know me first before assuming stuff..

fight for my right . Round 4... Me Vs. registration and deanship @squ

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tomorrow is round 5 :) ! yup ! this seems to be a never ending struggle ...
okay to be honest I ended up with 4 subjects so far
-history
-introduction to engineering
-General chemistry for engineering
-pre-calculus..

couldnt get english for engineering ( which is super important) coz it didnt fit my time table no matter HOW MUCH I TRIED .. I gave up :)
tomorrow I'll give one last shot to apply for workshop one .
I had to walk twice today from the registration and deenship to the college to see the workshop doctor and take his signature to apply my but it wasnt enough for the registration so u know what SCREW U PEOPLE !!!! SCREW U ! ARGH ...lol its so annoying i swear to god !

fight for my right . Round 3 ... Me Vs. registration and deanship @squ

round 3.. not dont yet , not bothered to write about it ,.. is just SSDD ( same shit diffrent day) ...
tomorrow is going to b round 4 ...

fight for my right . Round 2 ... Me Vs. registration and deanship @squ

yup .. so after round one which was last wednesday .. here comes round 2...
round one didnt go so well .. had to run alot ( RUN RUN) and walk alot between engineering and registration and deanship which are way to far like 3 times and I ended up with no registrations at all XD couldnt make it at time...


round 2 started in the registration and deanship first thing in the morning .. eighthundred sharp .. but it was so crouded ! damn ! nooooo XD so anyways I had to que for an hour between the croud .. to finally end up with 2 subjects out of 6 ... step 2 ? back to the college ! god how much I hate that .. anyways I did walk to the college and then to the language centre and thats when those 3 places ( college of engineering , language centre , registration and deanship) started bouncing me around and playing with me as a yo-yo ... yeaaaa when i reached that point I knew its not going to end up with one or 2 walks between those 3 places .. picked up the phone bEGED my sister for a ride ,, she said okay ..
she was like hurry up Im waiting while Im buying her something to drink just coz she gave me a ride ... when I reached to the registration and deanship agaaaaain they asked me to go back to the college .. believe me .. for SO MANY STUPID REASONS okay now I started exploding the secound time i got to the registration and deanship ,, it was so crouded ...
the girls area ! more as a cROUD really,, no ques and HUGE bunches of girls .. Im already short and tinny I cant get in there .. I went to some one I know there and told him that I CANT DO IT IM SORRY !HELP ME PLZ ! so he was so kind to help me :) but I still had to que .. in a smaller que though ... the ppl SMELLED LIKE HELL ! I swear.. I never smelled something that bad before ! mixture of DEEP STINChES !I had to take out my perfume ( which I was so lucky to get with me today ) and spray around on them XD .. I was txting my friend... said that Im gonna faint ! aww my good friend called just to make sure I wont...
on the other hand , guys area wasnt crouded and ppl were standing nicely in ques..
before I go to that guy for help I was like : he either helps me or Im going to the guys section ! I dont GIVE A DAMN
and yea I can do it..
after my sister gave me a ride AGAIN they asked me to go back to the college .. thats when I HAD ENOUGH ! DO U HEAR ME? I HAD ENOUgh OF U gUYS !YUP ! WITH U STUPIDITy HAS NO LIMITS !!! I called dad .. told him I cant take it he must come give me rides coz its getting too much ! and he kindly did !! though he was far he did ... he had to give me LOTS OF RIDES I MUST SAY ! In a matter of 45 mintues only ,... he really got annoyed to see me running that way for no use ..anyhow I ended up walking between those 3 builldings 6 times today XD


in the college of engineering it was really weird .. I didnt see anygirls today ... I had to ask alot for the office I Was trying to reach and both students and teachers were REALLY helpfull!

I had to stand in a small corridor to see my supervisor ... 17 guys and I was the only girl! imagine the noise and all the masculine voices ! but it was cool

now one thing I cant take is one someone calles me 9a3eedya ! I really hate that ! I dont ignor that ! yes Im a first year student but so u were one day so u better zip ur stupid mouth and mind ur own buissness if u had one from the first place .. so someone called me so while I was walking in the administration of the college and thats when I STOPED , TURNED , PUT MY HAND ON MY WAIST AND GAVE EM TAHT STARE THaT SHUT THEM UP!yup ! never mess with a chick like moi

one more thing is the stupidity of some ppl XD like .. waiting for the lift with out pushing the button? like HEL-LO?
I also hate when I have to use the stare case just coz the guys wnt give me a chance to use the lift .. its just annoying XD


so anyhow ,, the day was over ... registered for 4 subjects ( KINNNNDA ) Still have things to finish about these 4 subjects ..

tomorrow .. ROUND 3 :)

honestly its getting worse everyday XD I wonder how bad could tomorrow b :S ! I really wonder XD