Monday, September 17, 2007

I wanna pull out !

ehh ! yea ! I feel like pulling out ! I know I wont , its a once life chance that I got and I wont waste it ,, but at the same time the fact that Im not doing well is really annoying me .. no matter how much I study Im still the dumb one in the class that have no answers at all .. the one questiong I can answer is ( Have u signed the attendance sheet?) other than that Im just screwing big time in Chemistry and precalculus .. it feels weird a little because Ive always been the mathz nurd who loves maths and so good @ it .. and suddenly everything faded away , its like u put a grade one student in a college maths class.. more like a show to the students to look at me looking like the dumb one .. foe the chemistry Im really okay with being dumb.. though I love the subject but Ive been dumb in it ever since the first semester exam last year .. i mean it when I say I need therapy to get over that exam XD ! Its been almost a year now and its still a shock to me XD LOL
I dont know maybe I just feel so and Im not .. I have precalculus quiz on wednesday and its going to decide if Im doing well or Im right .. Im just a big dumb @$$ over here ! XD ~!!!

I have a workshop now so I gotta run to catch up and finish my (rock) project whats so ever .. :) !

1 comment:

Amjad said...

Don't worry, inshallah you will do well :)